Thursday, July 10, 2025

Amy's Care

In the last 6mo, I learned one of Steph's favorite topics is what a bad dogmom I am.

The amount of straight up shouting I endured if the concept of helping with Amy's vet bills came up.  Then why don't you put her to sleep if you can't take care of her.  Steph already put one of my dogs down without my consent.  It's the screaming, it's my kryptonite.

I thought Steph screamed bc she felt guilty she couldn't help more.

I tried to earn and keep a job. By the time I worked at Petco, every local vet said Amy is fine.

Why aren't I allowed to leave?  Why did Steph and Jen call my schools, church, employer's, landlord's, partners?  Why won't they let me leave?


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