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You said, 'Dont hate the player. Hate the game.'
So I taught myself to not play.
But then some of you said, 'you're creepy, go away.'
So I saved everyone the discomfort of never inviting me, and made sure I was otherwise engaged.
I'm doing my own thang bc I realized I'll never fit in. I'm not doing my own thing to stand out. Please don't take it personally. I know spotlight square footage is extremely limited. I hear pedastel square footage is even more costly and valuable. I promise I hate to be singled out, to be different from the entire group and the whole group knows is a trigger of mine. I'd rather not be here, and if I am please forget that I am.
I'm doing my own thang my own way bc I don't know how you guys do it. I've never seen it, heard about it.
We're going to use some of the same resources for similar uses. Eg water safe enough to drink and bathe in; wifi; eggs.
But the stuff that's traditional and like pure word-of-mouth? Eg ladies are actually furniture; benefits of ginseng, I don't know about that, no one ever told me about why ginseng is more expensive than aina. It does look like a headless homo sapien though. I hope my ignorance isn't too inconvenient.
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I've seen 1/2 meter tall ginseng roots in whisky that resemble Venus Painting
Also, diamonds. They are poor at conducting energy, and quite difficult to acquire. Like diamonds are found in hostile nation-states, and from here to there are dangerous terrain like volcanoes and scorpions and layovers in RDU. But have you seen a good one sparkling? It's so beautiful in sparkle it is bewitching. Diamonds are a tiny speck but of clear bright seems to slice through whatever is going on. I can imagine my John Cusack getting me a diamond as a stim.
It's a scary, costly, trip to get to where you might find a diamond. If you dig long enough deep enough. That's a lot of effort for a speck.
Maybe that's why it feels so good to give someone a diamond.
Don't outsource this to a child laborer, at the lowest possible price. Gross. I don't want your kindergartener diamond. I want a Noah¹ who also works at Trader Joes diamond.
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*💜💜💜Ally Wong special III Noah reference. That Noah specifically found this diamond-diamond.
