Thursday, September 4, 2025

my life is forever ruined

BC your 12th birthday was the first birthday since your 6th I was invited to.
BC no one expected you to go to college.
BC your mother boasted how beautiful you are only in comparison to how unfair life was for me.

K.  What can one expect of you, never having the opportunity to learn is the blessing.  If you were me, would you have stuck around for that?  I loved you, each sandwich star taking 3 days you called store-bought.

Stop chasing me.  There is no one on Earth past and future who hates me more than you.  You were the garbage can therapist to 3 miserable women.  Stop fillowing me.  Why am I living rent-free?  Is it bc she knows what she did to me?  Can't control me so she'll control what everyone thinks of me.  Ok cool.  Hate, yes.  Forget me, don't look for me. 100% of the times you convinced me with FOG, I die.  Why would you beg me to come and then you say all night 'why is she here?'. Makes no sense.  Leave my brain alone.  Enough.

i am punished for

Steph being caught torturing me, so they took Jen away That my mother is my uncle's bm I wasn't as retarded as Steph told everyone I...