Wednesday, February 11, 2026

holding cups of pee in the car

Why I should leave #767

When I was in 6th grade, and xsm had me hold a 20oz cup for R to pee into, with JKo, RKo, and their mom in the car, was it worth mentioning I thought it was normal for toddlers to pee in the car?

At the time though, ilook away, replace the lid, hold it until I throw it out so Steph doesn't trick Jen into drinking it again. No harm. Zero harm. No foul. 

It's not like Jen and Rich were in on it at such a young age. 

I think autism saved my life, and love my autism, bc I don't know or care when I'm being humiliated. It's not emotional maturity, I am unable to understand the value of this interaction. I do clock bullying and the tone of voice I'm-humiliating-you-for-the-benenefit-of-the-group. It is their way of saying "go away". 

Supports Coordinator was something I went back to school for, 4 years ago. Then it kept coming up in group that predators become social workers, and then my OVR counselor began to gaslight and triangulate so I dropped out from dissociation.

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