This manifests as a 2005 Dell or iMac desktop
I've got the spinning hardrives
RAM appropriate for home use
.mov card
A gig of untouched drivers
Internal modem, DSL capable
Slightly cracked processors over welded
Excessive Au
Overheats untl automatic shutoff
If you had one of these, you can stop reading, you get my ADHD. If you'd like to know more about ND, or are curious if I mention you by name, read on.
Especially, if you don't understand each task costs spoons, you will feel disappointment. If you give inadequate time to prepare - I will fail bc your expectations were set by rested Sunhee. For example, while I don't have the bandwidth to remember your girlfriend's name at her own party, what you label witchcraft is Bloomberg Terminal.
How I wish I could be me, spontaneously, and/or at all times. To an individual like me, it can be a matter of life and death whose name I forget. It's useless to be an almanac, there's a free app for that.
When I'm emotionally regulating overstimulation, fatigue, or anxiety, etc. my working memory, and memory retrieval glitches, and my masking greatly suffers. If this is an opportunity to gaslight, to plagiarize and butcher, to pretend you don't remember nor understand who I am, I will depersonalize at the sight of you for the rest of your life. You have been clocked as untrustworthy, the sort who prefers me mute, that gets a brain-sploding [lady] boner for Mighty Mouse incapacitated.
What could have been an opportunity to tattoo your gentle and heroic silhouette all over the primal crannies of my brain, you chose cheap thrills. If you are safe, I'd pathologically feed, massage, do everything I can to make sure you are around the next time a monster jumps out. Instead, you squandered on a powertrip. It's thrilling for the smallest, feckless cowards to feel powerful when hurting something that can't defend itself.
That's not what you were aiming for. Might we find a quiet time to explain ourselves, or do you choose to become forever branded as unsafe to Primal.
