The way I grew up, I believe love is away, fighting for something bigger. If I had grown up with birthmother, I'd've known all along the truth of me. My uncle thinks telehealth is sexcamming.
I wish I could go back in time and give her an abortion pill. I imagine "never existing" to feel like euphoria. And most importantly, so many individuals would be better for that pill, not having to scramble to justify how they treat a human child they wish they'd killed.