It's difficult to separate Jen from Steph, Jen from Yi. It's not about forgiving, it's about learning how to read people, learning how to keep myself safe. There're sadists, then there are sadists who raised Jen to blame the rain on me.
Jen would warn me about Stella. Well, everyone warned me about Stella - Asian Caucasian teachers classmates fathers David Amy. And Stella would warn me of Jen's anger. I'd laugh at both and say there's nothing to worry about.
