Saturday, May 3, 2025

I get away

Promise 3yo me
Steph gets a real job
And let's me go

A foster family and group home could never force me to call their behavior "birth mother's love"

Promise me, I go to the state by kindergarten 
Maybe by 5th grade, I'm set free by truth in an institutionalized ward
Before my eggs are stolen

I couldn't help this world, it still hurts the defenseless and protects the invincible, how would I explain the state of my life to my children?

You see, the fatter I am, the less teeth the safer stepmother's behavior is?  No "Freddy" sent to my house bc I'm 145lbs.  No more Shareiff feeding his harem while I sit alone staring at the wall.  No need to use my call log, bc I have no smile and live on bread.  No goons on the payroll as long as I'm 200lbs.  When will she and her minime stop hiring fake suitors?  Can I use that money for modern insulin instead?

I understand I don't have to fear for my life anymore.  Can you understand there were multiple occasions where I did need to fear for my life, and instead I trusted?

i am punished for

Steph being caught torturing me, so they took Jen away That my mother is my uncle's bm I wasn't as retarded as Steph told everyone I...